I can't help but smile when I watch Violet play. She's so animated and wonderful and wild and so different and so similar to her brother.
We've been spending a lot of time in the water lately, and Violet has been using an old pair of London's goggles. The frames around the eyes are designed to look like a frog. She just loves them and wears them everywhere: in the pool, in the tub, at the dinner table and tonight she even wore them (on her head) to bed. What makes her goggle fascination even more fun is that she calls them her "gobbles."
"Mom! Where are my GOBBLES? I need them for school!"
"Mom! I need my GOBBLES to go to bed!"
I can't help but giggle. Tonight, she went to bed in a princess dress (of course) and her gobbles. She was holding her favorite lamb (who used to play the music to "Jesus loves me"). Her three "babies" -- tub toys including two rubber duckies and a mermaid -- were wrapped in their own individual blankets and slept on the floor next to her.
As I rocked her, I looked down at her beautiful face (with the gobbles resting on her head) and felt all kinds of love welling up. She is fantastic and I imagine that my mom would just eat her up. When I watch Violet play sometimes, I wonder if she is anything like my mom. I feel like I can see it in her spirit and smile.
It's been two years since my mom passed away. Yesterday, my good friend lost her mother. My heart breaks for her. I don't know that I have any words of wisdom to share. I'm still sad and I still need my mom and I still think of her almost every day. I guess it gets "better." I guess.