Letting go of someone is hard, hence why I'm not going to do it. On August, 28th 2011, my brother Jake went on his final epic hike, and never came back. Fortunately for him, he was able to reach the summit of the seldom climbed unnamed mountain of "8888". It is named "8888" by the park service due to its height above sea level at it's peak. Jake had planned quite a great hike that day, probably one of his toughest. According to a few of his friends/coworkers, he was planning on doing at least 5 peaks in one day. About 30miles of hiking, and god knows how many vertical feet of ascension. All of the other peaks he planned on this hike, he had reached the summit before, but 8888 was on the list now. The hard part about this hike is getting around the peak of 8888 and continue to move along the ridge line. The whole North side of the peak is sheer cliffs of 800 feet or more. Which means, you've either got to have technical climbing gear and knowledge to descend the cliffs, or backtrack some and make your way around the sides of the mountain, most likely on some mountain goat pass.
Knowing Jake like I do, I think it would be safe to assume he was basically having a grand ol' time skipping along the ridges along the peak, looking down over the magnitude of what surrounded him. Then, most likely, something gave way. Albeit a few loose rocks or some slick ice at those altitudes, or even a larger loose boulder that was ready to tumble. No matter the cause, something took Jake over the edge, some 800+ feet to the rocks below.
Hearing the news of our brother missing, my oldest brother Ben and I took off Monday night without any question and drove the 24hr drive straight to Montana. The only stop we took was so Ben could get an extra 30min of sleep at a rest stop. Other than that, we were driving non-stop. We were able to meet our parents there the next day, as they flew into Kalispell, MT out of Chicago. And those tickets are not cheap.
All I could think about doing was getting out there and screaming through the forest and mountains after my brother, but the park service had everything under control. To be honest, I was expecting a haphazard rescue team, full of a few good climbers and the rest being a bunch of hicks forced to go out into the back country and search. I was dead wrong. On Wednesday morning at 6:30, I was able to meet with the SAR (Search and Rescue) team, and hear all of their logistics. They were pro. These guys (and girls) are good. If you think the teams of CSI and BAU you see on TV are motivated and love what they do, you need to see the National Park Service team(s). They had one of their own out there, and they weren't worried about saving a nickel on any sort of rescue effort they could throw out there. I won't get into the logistics of what they were doing, but man were they on top of their game. They had some 30+ people out night after night in the field, and some day crews going out each day as well. Plus 2 helicopters working together to drop crews in and search. It was absolutely amazing. There were also 250+ people waiting to come in and help as well. Those were just ones who were qualified to be a part of the SAR team. The list of people without proper training that were ready to help I'm sure numbered in the thousands.
On Thursday, Jake's girlfriend, Ben and I went for a hike on part of Jake's planned route but stayed along the Ole Creek trail, instead of hucking up the mountain. Bare in mind, there is no trails to get up to these peaks. It's all route planning, knowing the terrain and bushwhacking your way to the top. We did a little over 6 miles of hiking up the trail and got to the second river crossing before we turned back and headed back to the park to meet with the staff and my parents. That night my sister Kristin flew in as well.
On Friday, Kristin, Ben and I hiked up a peak near Jake's route to get a look at his ridge top route. We hiked up Eagle Mountain, which isn't a long hike, but the steepness of the route itself keeps most people away. It's about a mile hike to the trail head of the route that heads up the mountain, then another 2.5 miles or so to the summit. What makes this trek so hard is the minimal amount of switchbacks. I could probably count the amount on one hand. I can't remember how much we ascended, but it sure took a lot out of my sister and I, even with how well trained we are. Ben, on the other hand, doesn't seem to be affected by altitude, so he kept us going to the top at a steady clip, stopping every 10 minutes or so to rehydrate and make sure we had plenty of nutrition in our system.
We finally reached the top, and it was absolutely worth it. We could see for miles, and look over the whole park. Peaks sprouted up all over the place, as far as we could see. But, smacked right in our face was Jake's route. Over Sheep, Bravedog and up to 8888. It was almost surreal, seeing what we knew was the area where Jake was, but having no clue where he was. I snagged a few pictures and sent one back to my parents and the liaison from the park, letting them know what time we reached the summit so they knew when about we'd be back. After yelling out a few jokes through the mountains with my sister aimed at Jake, we made out way back down. Kristin and I letting out lots of noise to keep the grizzly bears away. Ben, leading the way and keeping us moving along. Descending is almost as hard as ascending these passes. It's hard to just casually walk down, you have to make a conscious effort. But, if you start to gallop/run, the burning builds up in your legs, especially knowing you have about 2.5 miles of this ahead. Not to mention up to 50mph wind gusts creeping around the mountain as well.
Coming close to the trail head, Kristin and I were still letting out some loud "WHOOOOP's" for Jake and the bears. We passed the cabin where one SAR team was housed each night, and noticed the Missing Person picture was gone. We tried not to think too much of it, since it was terribly windy. About 1/4 mile from the trail head, we started hearing someone calling "WHOOOOOOP!" back at us, first thinking they were echoes. We all came around the corner and met head on with our parents.
Instantly, my heart raced. Every emotion went through my body all at once and I almost lost my feet. I had no idea what they were going to say. But then I saw my mom put her hands up to her mouth and started shaking her head, and knew the news wasn't good. Then right away, my dad told us the bad news, that Jake didn't make it. He had fallen off the cliffs and died almost 100% certain on impact from an 800+ foot fall. As if your brother dying instantly is any consolation, I really don't think so. But knowing he wasn't in pain, does make the thought a little easier to bear.
After hearing the news, my body didn't know how to react, so it just broke down and I fell to my knees in the middle of the trail. So many thoughts ran through my head... I should have been out there with him. It should have been me. He's too good of a hiker for this to happen... At one point I wanted to sprint all the way to 8888 and go see him and tell him everything would be ok. I had no idea what to do. Words couldn't describe my emotions at this point. He was my best friend. Growing up we did everything together. We were only 15 months apart, and basically twins. People always getting us confused calling me Jake and him David, even today at ages 25 and 27.
One of the hardest parts for me was deciding how to tell my wife. She was on her way out, and stuck on a layover in Minnesota. But, in this digital age, I was sure she'd get a message before I could let her get all the way to Montana and tell her in person, which I wanted to do. So I had to bite the bullet and tell her on the phone, while she waited in the middle of the airport, alone. I felt so terrible, but there was no way in hell I was going to let anyone else but me deliver the bad news to her. The only person who may know more about me than her was Jake, so I wanted to make sure I was the one to talk to her first. We both took it very hard, but once she was in Glacier, she helped me stay as positive as I could, and was right there by my side to make sure I was doing ok. I thank God she made it out and was there to support both me and my family. She truly is a blessing.
Jake was a different kind of guy, and that's why so many people love him. He's quirky and funny, but also extremely smart and well read. Probably the best Trivial Pursuit player in the history of mankind. The reason this is RIP: Lando Calrissian and not Jacob Rigby, is because when he'd sign the registers on top of the summits, he would sign it Lando and not anything else. Always a joker, I'm quite sure he enjoys seeing those come after him being confused. "Who the heck is Lando?"
After talking with some of his fellow NPS workers, they have made it their mission to get that mountain named, and named after him. But, after some thought, and knowing Jake's ideals, they came up with a much better idea. See, Jake has always hated the fact that so many mountains have been named after old white guys who probably never climbed, but just had a lot of money and such. So, instead of some stupid name like Jake's peak or Rigby Mountain, they've decided to go after it as Mount Lando. Truly fitting.
Jake's spirit will never die in that park. He'll be there, watching over all the lone hikers and seeing they return safely. He loved his life out there, and we all realized while being out there, why it was so hard for him to come home. It was simply beautiful. And the people he was with out there, were just as amazing. His coworkers are absolutely a blast, and his girlfriend is wonderful as well.
Jake had so many more mountains to climb, and so many more pow days out west to ski, he was truly robbed of so many more wonderful experiences in his life. But, I have to think that God has bigger plans for him. I'm just curious as to what they are, since he so positively effected so many people here on earth. At his memorial at our local church, hundreds of people showed up, making the service standing room only, and outside at that. Lisa came (which I didn't know until later) and told me she had to stand outside. It speaks volumes about how much of an impact one person can have. Directly or indirectly, Jake changed the lives of every person there that day. He was truly a once in a lifetime person to meet. I'm so happy to have been his baby brother, and it makes me so proud to talk about all the amazing things he's done. Jake, you will be missed until my time comes. But until then, I'm going to grab life by the horns for both of us, and ride the crap out of it until I'm thrown just as hard as you. Thanks for being such a great brother and best friend.
-Dave
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